I get that. 's frustrating. ... it's part of why I was going to be so pissed, if Percy didn't take the option he did. At least it would've been in my hands.
... Right up until it was in my sister's, I guess.
see i don't get that!! why would you want to kill your best friend like that? why would you want to make someone ELSE kill you? in your hands, yeah, i guess, but that's the one thing i WOULDN'T want in my hands
...This isn't the first time we've been through something like this. He asked me to before anything even went wrong, if something like this happened to him. Just in case. I told him it wouldn't, but - it did.
Course I didn't want to kill him. Percy's practically my brother.
Yeah. ...world's like that. Ours. 's cruel. Percival maybe especially had a problem like it, but we took care of it.
I was pissed at him that night, Saturday, but it's like you said - I wasn't really angry at him. Just the situation. He deserved every hit he got, but I wouldn't have taken it too far. I know you've been through some shit, man. Think most of the people have been here before they even got brought to this fucked up place. We have been too.
...Sometimes you've got to do what you can for the things you can control. Cause there's a lot of shit here you can't. You know?
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
Okay.
What do you think you're mad at?
no subject
not being able to DO anything
no subject
's frustrating.
... it's part of why I was going to be so pissed, if Percy didn't take the option he did.
At least it would've been in my hands.
... Right up until it was in my sister's, I guess.
no subject
why would you want to kill your best friend like that?
why would you want to make someone ELSE kill you?
in your hands, yeah, i guess, but
that's the one thing i WOULDN'T want in my hands
no subject
...This isn't the first time we've been through something like this.
He asked me to before anything even went wrong, if something like this happened to him.
Just in case. I told him it wouldn't, but - it did.
Course I didn't want to kill him. Percy's practically my brother.
no subject
you guys have been in a situation like this before?
you already had a plan in place for something like this?
god
that sucks
no subject
...world's like that. Ours. 's cruel.
Percival maybe especially had a problem like it, but we took care of it.
I was pissed at him that night, Saturday, but it's like you said -
I wasn't really angry at him.
Just the situation. He deserved every hit he got, but I wouldn't have taken it too far.
I know you've been through some shit, man. Think most of the people have been here before they even got brought to this fucked up place.
We have been too.
...Sometimes you've got to do what you can for the things you can control.
Cause there's a lot of shit here you can't. You know?
no subject
i guess
usually the "things i can't control" part isn't so literal though